Writing

Desire, power, presence — through an Asian lens.

This is where I unpack the thinking behind the work. Race. Sexual hierarchy. Confidence. Identity. Why porn is the gun.

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If you want to understand what I’m building — and why I chose porn as the medium — this is the entry point.

These pieces lay the foundation: desirability, sexual hierarchy, representation, and the philosophy behind it all.

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The Pillars

Representation

How desire is shaped — and how hierarchy is built through what we see.

Identity

Migration, family expectation, and choosing visibility deliberately.

Confidence

How sexual status impacts self-worth, posture, and intimacy.

Commentary

Research, cultural theory, and the systems underneath “preference.”

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The Funding Problem

Porn studios fund what already sells. Changing representation requires proving demand first.

My Parents Asked Why It Had to Be Porn

When I told my parents I was making porn, the question wasn’t anger. It was simple: why this?

Coming Out Wasn’t the Hardest Part

Coming out as gay was difficult. Telling my parents I was making porn was harder.

80% Chinese, 80% Western

How growing up between the Chinese collectivist and Western individualist systems shaped the person I am today.